CANDY CORN
Try them with peanuts.
No kidding.
Musings of a Winter Wren
I have a list of things to do pasted on my front door:
Section 3, Quantitative Comparison: Two pounds of pears and one pound of peaches cost $1.40. Three pounds of pear and two pounds of peaches cost $2.40. How much is the combined cost of one pound of peaches and one pound of pears?
I was supposed to see Indigines (Days of Glory) tonight, but those idiot jackals running the show couldn't get the sound system to work. It is a French film with subtitles so we were going to view it as a silent film, but then they decided to show it at another theater at 11 PM. At that point in time, I was pretty fed up with the whole circus so I biked over to Asher's and drank all his beer.
I saw the movie Sweet Land this evening and enjoyed it on all kinds of levels. It was visually stunning and socially poingiant. And cute n'shit.
This morning, some asshole shot the sun and it bled all over the sky. I mean, it got into the clouds and everything!
I just farted and it sounded like a cartoon duck laughing.
If my life were a novel written in the third person and the reader knew everything about me and the characters around me, I think they would find my relationship with Asher, and its inevitable conclusion, quite tragic. Obviously I can't say for sure because I'm apart of the story, so I am hopelessly biased. But I have this feeling. He and I are so close to plucking a cosmic chord on the golden harp of harmony. I mean, according to the laws of mathematics and physics, we should be happy together. But somehow certain words are not exchanged. And because of that, we're forced to live parallel lives. We're not diverging, but we're not converging either. We're about as warm and caring as a dial tone. The heartbreaking part is, it's only a handful of essential words we lack.
I have a photo identification badge for work. Why this college requires them is beyond me. It's not like we house military secrets and you'd never catch me skulking around campus if I was not paid to be here. Believe me.
I'm trying so hard to be "good" goddamnit, I'm really trying soooo hard!
Really old ladies, I mean like, 90 year old ladies with their faces done up in coral lipstick and eyeliner and ROUGE. The eyeliner especially tweaks me out something fierce.
I'm at a friend's cabin this weekend.
Oh, you guys! Today was shite. I was operating at 25% and it must have been so obvious to those around me. I did not even bother trying to hide my flagging energy. Yup, that's me yawning in front of class...and there I am again staring blankly into space. No, that's not drool. It's applesauce. Why am I so gosh darn tired? I know you didn't ask. But let us pretend you did.
The stars are soft as flowers, and as near;
One can always tell winter is here from the clanging cacophony of cast iron radiators and the slightest scent of singed stardust that settled over summer. This kind of weather always inspires me to stay in bed all day, under a hill of goose down, eating hot tamale candies while watching old episodes of Degrassi Junior High.
While strolling through the Moscow Museum of Modern Art this summer I was quite struck by a piece titled Redwall. It was made by a man named Mikhail Roginsky and I think it was part of a series because when I came back to the states, I saw another instalment by the same guy. It was not the content that attracted me so much as the aesthetics. In any case, I'm going to try to recreate it. I have gathered the following materials:
¼ cup butter
During the summer months my da likes to poke around in the dirt. And when October sets in, my parent's back porch is usually overflowing with vegetables. It's like the fucking horn of plenty...it's the porch of plenty. He always grows far more than he can pickle or consume, so when the season hits peak he has to give a large part of the crop away to people. Like me. Today I lugged an eight pound head of cabbage almost a mile home from the bus station. It was called "swellhead" cabbage but it should have been named "white dwarf." Seriously, this thing almost broke my will. I almost cried.
That's right muthafuckers, I cut me some class!
Apparently, someone in my building has a leaky toilet because there are notices posted on all of the doors about unusually high water bills. Maybe there’s a leaky toilet or else someone has been taking a shower for the past 72 hours. Anyway, these notices warned residents that maintenance crews would be checking all bathrooms between 1 – 5 PM today. So I knew about this visit and yet I somehow managed to forget my dildo on the bathroom sink.
I went to our city's new central public library yesterday and found out they have practice rooms on the third floor with grand pianos! Almost immediately I went home, clipped my finger nails and then dug up my old Claude Debussy sheet music. I mean, dreamy!
A few weeks ago I went over to a friend's house and watched a two hour documentary on PBS about Andy Warhol. It didn't make me care for the artist any more (I'm just not feelin' Andy), but it did motivate me to see the movie I Shot Andy Warhol starring Lili Taylor as Valerie Solanas. I've been meaning to do so for some time. So anyways, I saw it and loved it. It was well directed and Taylor does a capital job portraying the main character. I don't know how accurate it was, but I loved her mannerisms and the way she spoke. Now I gotta try and find this SCUM manifesto and find out what that's all about...
So last night I says to Asher, I says: